Dark Moon

I have killed the sun !!!

because I thought the heat will kill me

but what am I??

A moon with no light

It is dark all around

and even darker inside

I'm the dark moon

The dark witch

I thought hatred will make me stronger

since love made me weaker

so I killed the sun

And put regret in my pocket

And now I see no path or trail

I see no road or lane

I see no way..

because I wish to go back

KEHILANGANMU (MATAHARI)

Bila siang membunuh matahari

Dan malam tidak bercahaya

Bulan menangis hiba

Rindunya yang tidak terhingga

Malam dan siang tiada beza

Hari yang resah berduka

mimpi pecah di sudut mata

serpihannya memedihkan jiwa

Bagai tiada nafas

Bagai tiada nyawa

Bagai tiada udara

Begini kah hidup, merana?

Sonnet : Enchanted

O tell me how many men have declare

the beauty of the maiden , so fair

her smile makes you melt, you wouldn't aware

as if there is just no other things to stare

when the lips says no words other than praise

your heart tumble and the earth seems to stop

Enchanted by beauty they will says

and now the feel of love seems to crop

But what she feel, how many do aware?

she is not a wooden doll in display

it is frightening but she only bear

in her tiny heart that she always pray

For she is a human and so do you

Notice her heart and she notice yours too

THE EYES

for the late Mohd Sharimon/Emon (7 years old), died of AIDS at Hospital Seberang Jaya in 2005

For the late Mohd Sharimon/emon (7 years old), died of AIDS at Seberang Jaya Hospital in 2005 i can't forget the frightful eyes of yours i see it so deep, I could drowned the face so small and the smile so faint the sorrow I just can't explain I knew you lost your mother I knew you miss your father I knew I couldn't make u feel better but I have come to love you my dear (till now) 5 years has passed, I did not realize been cried so much on those days to see you suffer, I just cant bear since God love you more, I wont despair been missing you and pray for with me, you couldn't stay the disease that kill you, I will find a way to get rid of it someday

The sacred lake

I'm back to the starting point

standing pointlessly

mountains in front of me

but I couldn't choose where to be

the lake at my footstep

so nice to see...

I'm blinded by the fairies

seeing my own in the blue stained water

I thought another life under

" I want to be like her"

Fooled by the reflection

never realize its the skies that so blue

till I tilt my head

But its to late..its to late

I've sank in the sacred lake..

the perfect white moon

I don't dance...I don't sing

I don't love...I don't hate

I don't mad...I don't laugh

I don't dream...I don't even sleep...

cause I'm the perfect white moon

I'm shining...........

AKU YANG TIADA SEMPURNA (dia imamku)

Menatap mu dari kejauhan ini

membandingkan diri....

mencari-cari erti

apa itu beza dan beda

mahu menjerit tapi bisu

mahu meneriak tapi lesu

aku tak mampu....aku x mampu

aku tak mampu....

aku ini wanita...

yang tiada sempurna

tapi.....

aku mahu menjadi wanitamu

mahu jadi pendampingmu

fiddunia wal akhirahh

Ya Allah

temukan hatinya dengan hatiku

andai takdirnya untuk kami

Ya Allah

temukan aku dgn dia yang mencintaiMu

jadikan dia imamku

Ya Allah

temukan aku dgn dia yang mampu mendidikku

maka di telapaknya syurgaku

Ya Allah Ya Rahim

aku mengasihinya demiMu

demi syurgaMu

demi rinduku padaMu

Aku yang tidak sempurna

Bermohon ihsan dariMu yg Maha Sempurna

kerana aku tahu

dialah yang paling sempurna untukku....

I can see its coming....

(the future)

I stand in the dark...staring the sky
wishing the stars to be mine
I want to grab it and fly
so that my life would glitter n shine

I know what it takes to fly high
The butterflies would know why
From frangipani to roses to Calla
different colours..different lies

I can see its coming
the real me is changing
the future is upon me
i would like to enter and see

SONNET KE 18 (sonnet 18 translation) - Original poem by William shakespeare

menggambarkan kamu sepertimana musim panas?

kamu si cantik jelita, tiada lebih:

pabila angin kasar menggemparkan kudup-kudup musim ini

dan masa pun berlalu, cepat dan pendek:

kekadang mata langit bercahaya terik

namun sinaran emasnya selalu jua berkurang

sedikit demi sedikit segala pun pudar

dek kerana alam berubah tanpa sedar

Namun, musim panas mu pasti berpanjangan

tidak akan pudar jelitamu walau sesaat

walau pun mati datang membayang

selamanya di garis abadi ia terikat

Selama mana manusia bernafas dan mata melihat

selama itulah hidup puisi ini, memberi nyawa untuk kamu

p/s: My very first try to translate (^^)

The original poem: SONNET 18

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

WITH OR WITHOUT YOU

with or without you

the birds are still singing

the flowers still blooming

and the water are flowing

with or without you

my heart still beating

my lung still breathing

and my eyes still blinking

with or without you

the sun never stop shining

the earth never stop moving

and the moon never stop changing

with or without

my life is still the same

the world never change...

no extra , no fame

life is beautiful

never regret, I'm in

knowing you is not a fake

and not being with you must be a fate

So my love...

Fare thee well

for I'm not for you..and the world never end

I will live my life well till the end

(without you)

(T_T)